Have you ever had the situation where you can see things getting messy, despite your best efforts, you see things unravelling before you eyes, and you're unable to stop it.
Sometimes it's due to the fact you don't have the emotional energy to change things, or you just feel for everyone else involved, its best you let things just run their course without interference.
The later is often the hardest to do and I find myself at this crossroad, do I let things go as they are or do I try and stop things.
Care for those around you can stop you from forcing situations, no matter how much you would like too. Because when you do, it's what you want and not what the others may need or want.
Today I feel in a very sombre mood, even seeing someone on the bus that had a beanie that had rather long strands of wool halfway down her back so she looked like she had green and red dreadlocks hair, could not shake this mood I find myself in.
And so I let things continue as they are, I stop trying to change or alter things, I let them run their own course and deep down I already realise the ramification of this and feel a deep sense of sadness.
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