Today is the end of a very hard week.
As a person who loves to wear bright colours, today I am dressed in black.
I still have trouble going past the office of my workmate that died last Wednesday, we still have to pack up his office.
I have never seen an office in grief before, people really do so very inappropriate things like "I wont sign the card I didn't know him well, I will leave room for other people"
I almost smacked that person for being so insensitive.
I have never been to a Requiem Mass before I am not sure if I can prepare myself and I still feel the need to be there for the others in the office that are going, but I know that I need to look after myself too.
Pray I get through the day
