Sunday, November 11, 2012

Tired and Sad

Today I said goodbye to my Auntie.

I know she is in a better place and I feel her service was one of both dignity and hope.

I do feel better for having found out why she died. 

It's funny how things take on a huge importance, no one seemed to know how she died, she went to hospital with Osteoarthritis and died.  There was awhile I felt only my sister and I were concerned to find out why and how she had died. 

She was a troubled soul who hid away when life was hard.

I see parts of her in myself, so much so that as I had found things tough lately I had been hiding myself.

Coming back to the land of the living and stopped hiding from my friends, pretending all is well when really I am crying inside.

The best tribute I can give to my Auntie is that I will try very hard, to stand firm and not shrink ad become less than I am.

Rest easy now, you are home.

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