Today I got that phone call, that one that starts off with
"I have some bad news for you"
Someone I know, had taken their life, suicide.....
I don't understand, I have felt down, I have even felt like everyone would be better off without me. At those 3am dark hours, before dawn and the promise of the day and the future.
So close to Christmas, I feel myself numbly looking around, like the pin has pricked that Christmas bubble.
I think the question will haunt me for days to come,
How can you feel there is no way out but to obliterate yourself?
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